nerdy05243ptw's Journal

1:58PM

reality check.... that fucking disgusts me.

Current mood: jealous

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11:54PM

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5:02PM

New York



OHIO

MASS

Michigan

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4:16PM - fat fella

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11:29AM

NOW WHAT?

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2:01AM

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3:33AM

first your my friend. then you steal from me. then you get caught. then you lie to everyone about getting caught red handed. you try to blame it on merch. no dice. but then because your such a fucking scum bag. you decided to test a nerve.. you'll never forget this mark helstrom. i swear on my life you will never forget this for the rest of your life. I really could never type out how i feel or what my thoughts truely are about this situation. but thats ok because no words can describe what will happen to you. so we're even


Ill be moving back to mendon this weekend. so all you locals I'll be seeing you around.

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2:28PM

im sick of your fucking passive aggressive attitude. Your a fucking slob. you cramp my space. you take advantage of my kindness. In the end all i do is lose. get the fuck out of my house.

and what's worse is when anyone and everyone will say whatever they please about a situation, but when its confronted everyone just keeps their mouth shut and just puts me out.

so here i sit . the big bad wolf.

get me the fuck out of here.

I'm sick of being dragged into this shit thats not even me.




I've lost it. I've lost it all.











Fuck this

Current mood: numb

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10:03PM - RECAP!. party

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1:31AM

I dont sit here anymore. and everyone that DID sit here will never sit together ever again. I will never sit with these people again.

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12:48AM

I havent had much to say so I guess I'll put up some recent stuff?

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11:10PM

hung out with jon all weekend. it was sweet. on a side note I have a cold. that sucks. also I've got the sweetest girlfriend in the world

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10:48PM

if I do something that pisses you off
call me about it. not a whole bunch of people whom are my friends/roommates ect ect and just anyone else who A: your not really friends with because, 1. you dont know them over 48 hours and 2. two of the last 3 times ive been aroud YOU . you have just talked shit about.
B: in no way shape or form were involved.

I cant fucking stand you. your so fake. I dont even know who you are? go ahead call all your friends now. blow it up!

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4:43AM

i worked till 2:20 am today... yea never thought retail would require that kind of shift.. yea its only once a year though so i guess its alright.




















its 4:46 am. I'm on drugs. Im still awake

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2:48PM - the bean

so living here in brighton is so fun. wierdest thing i always thought this building was familiar. The other night i was hangin out with my neighbors and when i walked into the place, it was like this crazy flashback. turns out this is the house that payton and maggie from star used to live in. and yea thats just random how this is one of the places I first ever even came to in the city .




started work yesterday at blick yesterday. its sweet. tonight i have to wear a banana suit

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12:30PM

on a side note please try and remember every boy/girl you ever dated/kissed anything, as far back as you can think. it'll be interesting im sure of it. k bye

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12:09PM

I got a job at blick art materials. start on wed. still need a couple things for the place. pots and pans? ha who figured right. pans to cook with pft. I also got this photo job shootin a banquet dinner for some veterans. that will be cool..... not really but its money so thats sweet. I'm going to miss alot of things about mendon. hangin out on my porch. fires. ect ect. . its alright i'll be back.

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6:07PM

first my bag. wallet camera ect.. now my fucking hollowbody electric. the head snaps off. whats next....

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2:00PM

its official. Im moving to boston

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12:05PM

ever identify a serious flaw in yourself. then realize it keeps getting worse by the day and you cant seem to stop it.








I dont know what to do

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